I know I’m flawed. I know I suck as a christian and as a person in general. I know I have alot of hate in me. I know that I talk major crap about people behind their backs (its not like I wouldn’t say it to their faces) and I know im rude to others. Bottom line is, I’m not perfect. I get it. I need a change in character and I need a whole damn reconstruction but I’m a work in progress. I can’t be who people expect me to be. Atleast not yet. But I try. People don’t see but I try. I’m just trying to live day by day man.